I had always thought of Mr. Makokha – his
Christian name is Peter but he has always been known by his traditional name,
perhaps because he evokes an austere and dignified demeanor associated with
Wanga royalty – as a straightforward man. He has just resigned as the Principal
of Kakamega High School in order to run for Governor of Kakamega County. This
move, though shocking to fellow teachers who know him, is not entirely so for
me. In fact, the more I think of our first meeting ten years ago, the more I
realize that this should quite be expected. I recall meeting him at an
inter-school drama festival to which I had accompanied my lead drama teacher
and our students whose performance, despite our best efforts, was poor. Mr. Makokha’s
students on the other hand had performed beyond expectations, including his own
– much to his delight of course – as he admitted to me then.
I had approached him to offer my
congratulations on such a stirring performance of Shakespeare’s Macbeth. I wasn’t the only one vying for
his attention, I recall, and he struck me as a restrained man, unused to the
gushing scrutiny he suddenly faced. He had the sort of face which one could
tell didn’t smile often, and thus, having to smile to endless accolades coming
his way, it looked strained. He stood out from among the hoard of teachers,
almost six-foot tall, and with a complexion darker than most – it seemed to me
the result of many younger years in the sun tending to vast fields of land and
crop. As I gently pushed my way towards him, I noticed that his grey suit
jacket was a tad too large, its collar worn and sporting a faint shade of
brown, and hung heavy on him, perhaps weighed down by a large bunch of keys in
its pockets.
‘Congratulations, Mr. Makokha!’ I intoned
in a reverent voice as soon as I reached him. He turned to face me, and his
eyes, although I am not so sure now due to the passage of time, unsettled me
for a fleeting moment: they seemed to burn with an intensity I could not place
immediately. I have thought more about it in recent times, and now I believe it
to be something akin to ambition. In hindsight, had I reflected more on the
cause of this fleeting unsettling, I would have been more circumspect in my impressions
of him. I suppose I forgot about it as soon as he spoke to me with his rich,
baritone voice that possessed surprising warmth.
‘Thank you my brother, I didn’t expect
them to do so well myself. I am truly proud of them, I must say,’ he said as he
grabbed my hand to deliver that typical strong and enthusiastic Luhya handshake,
typified more by his hard, callused hands. Towering above me – I am just
five-foot-six tall – he was a little wiry for his height. He wore a short but
untidy beard that skirted around his thin, hardened lips. His accent confirmed
him as a thoroughbred Luhya.
‘How did you inspire them? Mr. Lutta and
I tried quite hard with our students,’ I asked.
‘Ah! But it’s easy my brother, just
believe in the story. All you have to do is believe in the story, they will
catch the inspiration too.’ As he spoke these words, his affected smile
disappeared, and his eyes misted a little in fervency. I was at once inspired
by his remarkable commitment, as it seemed to me, which went beyond understanding
the play. Indeed, I later tried to make this point to Mr. Lutta, my lead drama
teacher, but he appeared not to fully understand its import. Mr. Makokha
recovered almost immediately, and yet another felicitating teacher seized his
attention.
I recall contacting Mr. Makokha more and
more in the months following our first meeting, and a friendship of sorts
developed between us. I say of sorts because, as straightforward as I have
thought him to be, I still do not know much about Mr. Makokha’s past beyond our
first meeting. I know that he is married to two wives and has numerous
children, as can be expected of such a traditional man. I know his home village
is Nyapora in Mumias, just neighboring St. Peter’s Mumias High School where I
am the Principal. I have had numerous occasions therefore to pay him courtesy
calls over the years, and I have come to be on good terms with his family. However,
I have always sensed a certain limit to Mr. Makokha’s friendship, a certain
reluctance to reveal more than is necessary. I haven’t particularly had a
problem with this – in fact, his well-known candor in our teaching profession
more than made up for this deficiency – but now that I think of it, it strikes
me as a little odd.
Of course, Mr. Makokha has made quite a
remarkable transformation since this rather inauspicious first encounter. If
one meets him today, one would have trouble reconciling his image from ten
years ago to the one he cuts now. I have heard glowing remarks on his
immaculate suits, his Toyota Camry, and his two houses, one for each wife. I
have seen him embrace the publicity that he seemed to eschew on our first
encounter, and slowly begin to cultivate it to endear himself. I haven’t had a
problem with this either. I have come to think of it as a natural
transformation of an ambitious man who is well known for his prodigious concern
for the welfare of teachers. I was not surprised at all when he was elected to
the National Executive Council of the Kenya National Union of Teachers about
three years ago.
I remember that those heady days of the
campaign were made easier by our strike then in protest against our appalling
salaries. I was particularly involved in the mobilization in our County, as was
Mr. Makokha, who was a rising star in the County structures. His election was
most natural – I am not trying to belittle his achievements. However, that
clear-skied day three years ago has stuck in a chamber of my memory, hidden and
lurking as a wild dog would in the dark.
The long strike was still on, and I had
whiled the afternoon with a couple of colleagues at Ekero Club. I might have
consumed a couple of beers too many, perhaps, and my senses may have been
lulled further by copious amounts of nyama
choma. I recall humming a happy tune as I walked on the dusty road towards
the school, where my house was. Often I was forced to stand on the side for a
sugarcane-laden tractor to pass, spewing smoke and dust in my wake. Dusty
children with tattered clothes often gave chase, grabbing canes, giggling and
chuckling in delight as the drivers swore obscenities. The wind whipped up more
dust in the hot and dry January late afternoon, creating little tornadoes as if
portending a gathering storm. Bicycle and motorbike taxis ferried people back
and forth, many of who carried foodstuffs and a few struggled with live
chicken. An older man, wearing what I thought looked like new jeans trousers, a
sweatshirt with FILA emblazoned on the front, and equally matching FILA
sneakers, obviously flush with sugarcane money, walked hand in hand with a
young girl I thought to be his daughter, but from the way he was looking at
her, I wasn’t sure.
I was contemplating this when I heard
guttural noises coming from a thatched hut to my left. I might have been
alarmed – I am not quite sure why I made my way through the small guava
thicket, through grass and leaves covered with brown dust, to investigate. As I
approached a small window came into my view, and through it I saw Mr. Makokha
sprawled on the floor, facing up, his body jerking and the whites of his eyes
showing. An old woman, her back hunched, and wearing a sisal skirt and her
torso crisscrossed by a bright red, flowery kanga as well as laces of beads and
bones, walked around him, dipping a flywhisk in an open gourd and sprinkling some
liquid on him, talking a strange language in that guttural voice.
‘Kukhu!
Someone is looking!’ A shrill child’s voice called out to her grandmother, cutting
through my dazed transfixion, and the old woman suddenly turned her head from
her reverie and her terrible eyes settled on mine. I am quite sure she had a
bad case of cataracts, but growing up I had heard tales of such kinds of eyes
throwing invisible bad omens. I turned away, swift, but not before I realized
Mr. Makokha too had noticed me.
This particular incident has since remained
unspoken, even as Mr. Makokha paid me a courtesy call earlier today to make a
profound request, which has compelled me to recall it. Mr. Makokha was quite
genial today, and was straightforward as usual regarding the ills that faced
Kakamega County.
‘You know Wekesa, my brother,’ he started
as soon as our longwinded pleasantries had come to an end. ‘We need to revive
our County. Too much time has been wasted on politics and not much development
has happened. Look at this dusty road,’ he referred to the road leading to my
school. It had the inadvertent effect of bringing to life that incident buried
from long ago.
‘For how long has it remained like this?
Dusty in the dry season, muddy in the rainy season? How many roads in Kakamega
County are like this? How many hospitals are poorly managed, how many schools
are falling apart? This County is a laughing stock! As Shakespeare says:
confusion now hath made its masterpiece. Right here in our County!’ Mr. Makokha
sounded indignant.
‘Indeed, so much more can be done. We
need better leadership to move our County forward. Look at Governor Wafula and
his team. Total idiots! No sense of direction at all!’ I shared his
indignation, as I truly believe our current leadership is atrocious.
‘Yes, my brother, this is why, as you are
already aware, I am running for Governor. And I want you to be my running
mate.’
I suppose I was nonplussed, for he
continued, insistent, excited. ‘Think about it! Two non-politicians, well-known
teachers, KNUT officials, squeaky clean, fresh ideas! We both have great
reputations, brother! We have the networks, and there is sufficient time to
mobilize our people. It’s our time!’
He paused to catch his breath, and his
eyes shone with the same unsettling intensity as ten years ago. I regarded him
with an uncertain wariness, which I tried to hide, although I am not sure I was
successful.
‘I don’t know, Mr. Makokha, I’ll have to
think about it.’ I offered in a tight voice.
‘Sure! We have plenty of time, no pressure,
my brother. Remember Shakespeare!’ He proceeded to quote from Macbeth in quite dramatic fashion:
“I have no spur
To prick the sides of my intent, but only
Vaulting ambition, which o'erleaps itself
And falls on the other.”
So, as you can surmise, I have been
compelled to reflect upon Mr. Makokha because of his request that I be his
running mate. I am not quite sure. Being Deputy Governor would of course not be
a modest achievement. I imagine it comes with a lot of power and fair measure
of glory, not to mention considerably greater financial means, although this, I
suppose, shouldn’t be a major preoccupation. Most important would be the
opportunity to contribute meaningfully to this County, the land of my birth,
and of my ancestors. Mr. Makokha seems sufficiently popular – it appears,
barring some monumental machinations by Governor Wafula’s unpopular regime, he
will easily become the next Governor. It would be a welcome breath of fresh
intellectual vigor to have a Shakespeare-quoting, development minded and charismatic
Governor, and even better to work with one.
Yet this unsettling feeling is hard to
ignore. Mr. Makokha, standing there on my doorway as he departed, a resolute
chin struck forward, made it quite clear that he wasn’t turning back by delivering
yet another quote:
“I am in blood
Stepp'd in so far, that, should I wade no
more,
Returning were as tedious as go o'er.”
I have studied Macbeth again since his visit earlier today, and it appears to me
that Mr. Makokha’s fervent obsession with this tragedy is altogether alarming. The
more I reflect on this matter, the more a mission unfolds before me, one
weightier than our wars with the government over our salaries, one greater than
the mobilization and networking that we have undertaken over the years.
I have to stop him.
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